I'm in Europe.....

...and I still feel like a waste of life.

stress

In two weeks I leave for tour in Europe.

Within those two weeks I have to come up with 310 dollars.

Within those two weeks I have to pack up my room, move out of my house, and find somewhere to store my shit.

Within those two weeks I have to figure out where I'm going to be residing in between and after tours.

If you say your life is stressful.....fuck you.

Tour.....I love you...

Life on the road......so chill.

oh word?

some people at the end of their lives....after telling me to grow up every 5 seconds.....will look back and realize their life was a giant pile of shit.

cool....you'll have kids, you'll have a sweet car, and fancy house.

but you won't have one single fucking interesting story to tell anybody and you will die a boring, soul-less waste of skin and hair.

the only people who will ever give a fuck about your existence are your bosses, your phone company, your banks and your fucking credit cards.

eat a dick....im getting drunk

can i live?!

ripped pants.
stained shitty tee shirts.
broken cymbals.
fucked up drums.
busted skateboard.
3 dollars in my wallet.
no possible job prospects whatsoever.

this is fun.

hell yeah.

how to survive with virtually no money...

basically all you have to do is sleep as late as possible.

if i sleep til like 1 o clock....by the time i do my morning stuff, take a shower, talk shit on the net, whatever.....its like 3 o clock.
and if you ask me, any food eaten after 2 is dinner.

now dinners out of the way.....time to drink!
it rules.

now, if i have to wake up at like 10 am.....i have to eat breakfast. then i gotta do lunch at like 3...which fucks up my whole dinner theory, technically making it dinner. but then i still have to eat a third meal....somewhere around 9 o clock. so now ive eaten a second dinner.....and cant start drinking until like 10.

BULLSHIT

the Deftones,,,,

i don't know what it is....

...really the only band that can take me out of my normal 'i don't care about anything' state of mind, and make me really think about shit.


best fucking band ever.

burning fight...

Im currently wasted. Soul Control played a fucking sweet set tonight. kids went nutty it was sweet. soooo much free beeer and food. RINGWORM FUCKING OWNED. damnation AD was sweet. I drank beers with Killing Time. we got payed a lot. life is good.

fuck the world. i dont wanna go home.

it's hot as fuck...

I'm sitting outside of a Moose lodge in Doylestown, PA sweating my dick off. I think my body is currently made up of 90% whiskey and coke.

Luckily we got to this show 4 fucking hours early.

New York destroyed me last night.

tour rules.

you got me...

Yea....big deal.

So i made a myspace bulletin a few weeks back about how people are stupid and annoying for making a thousand bulletins a day asking everyone to "follow" their Twitter.

And now I have a blog....Cool, you win.



My life is a shallow hole....and the only thing I have to fill it with is Top 5's, and new pictures.



Fuck it.

Twitter is still fucking stupid.

this is annoying...

.....it's stupid that suddenly amongst hardcore people, or 'cores' as me and my friends call them, it's totally cool and acceptable to be way into drugs and drinking and being a scumbag.

I've been doing that shit for years....and all I've managed to do is lose friends, beat up friends, get beat up by friends and 'non-cores', accidentally punch a girl, lose a lot of money, damage a lot of things I really liked owning, and look like a retard.

However, when I was in high school I was definitely 'straightedge' for two years. One, because BACK THEN it was NOT COOL to like hardcore and be into drugs and shit. I also did it because I had a long drinking rampage that involved doing many of the aforementioned terrible things.

But still, my point is.....umm.....basically I like it better when hardcore kids have morals and shit. It just seems right.


I lost the point to this post back at 'cores'.
My brain is unhappy.

Here We Go......

Alright, I'm jumping on this blog trend. Apparently, when you don't work you have a lot of fucking free time.

This will now be my means for drunken rants, tour updating (which will essentially just be drunken rants from other places other than my bedroom), and random thoughts from my stupid brain.

What it will not be, is anything serious. I mean, when I make a post about how much i fucking HATE white people, or how I would willingly trade my real legs for bionic replacements...I'm being serious. However, there will be no real emotional thoughts being put down here because, well.....emotions are meant to be kept inside, forgotten, and blocked out, until they become serious problems later in life.

So yea....follow this shit if you want. I don't give a fuck. At the very least it will be entertaining and probably make you feel a whole lot better about yourself/your life.